Anonymous asked:
[Cont.] And I've started detaching myself from reality in books and movies so I won't cut but I don't think this is healthy either. I can't tell anyone as I'm paranoid about everything and they'll use it against me and I'm terrified of people.

Low self esteem makes you feel like you’re bothering people and that people don’t want to talk to you.. the bad thoughts that your mind tells you aren’t true, no matter how much you believe them.. I know it’s difficult not to believe it. Do you have anyone close to you who you could speak to or tell? I know it’s a lot easier said than done but the thoughts your low self esteem tell you aren’t reality.. I’m always here for you lovely <3


Anonymous asked:
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Anonymous asked:
But I can't get out of the hole, I'm stuck. And I can't keep going. I don't know if I want to. I've been like for 2 years and it just keeps getting worse, how much worse can it get? I'm trying to recover (sort of) from an ed and sh and I can't.

Don’t ever give up.. giving up is never the answer and honestly i know it seems impossible but it honestly will get better ok? An ed and sh must be horrible to try and recover from especially at the same time, but it is possible and you’ve held on this long.. don’t let go now. it will get better. I’m always here for you<3


Anonymous asked:
I don't think I actually am bulimic since I'm not doing it all the time. I can't actually come out to my family for help. All they do is make fun of me and they'd just use it as another tease point. I guess I'm just really lost and I don't know what to do. I'm afraid I'm going to get worse and actually become bulimic. I guess I was just looking for your opinion on what's wrong with me and what I should do? Again, sorry if I bothered you. Have a great day :)

I’m sorry that you’re having such a difficult time, it sounds like it’s been really hard for you over the past years. I’m not a doctor and I don’t want to scare you or worry you in any way at all, but you’ve been binging and purging for a long time, and even if you don’t do it all the time, you do it a lot and you think about it a lot.. it sounds like you are bulimic and I’m glad that you know that you need to get some support with this because you are hurting yourself. Do you have a family doctor or anything, or do you go to school where there is a counsellor?<3


Anonymous asked:
Have you ever cut to deep? I think I did and I'm freaking out. What do I do?

Have you got any banadages/first aid stuff, or anything like that? Try not to panic, it will be ok.. let me know